Lilly Meyers: A Little Bit of Everything

I just had my 3rd live broadcast and It was great. I went waaaaay over 2 1/2 hours definitely. That's crazy. I think it was more along 4 1/2 hours. I've met some really nice and interesting people! On the other hand I've had a couple mean people but I won't let them get me down. I just have to stay positive. Anyway so it's been fun. I'm so tired right now! I have to wake up early tomorrow morning too so I may just chill out on the playstation and drift off while on Netflix. Would be a waste not to bash a few zombies though 😉 I also didn't eat dinner but meh oh well. Not like I need it anyway. Tomorrow morning I have an appointment with my doctor to discuss my crazy ADHD cuz it's impacting my academic performance. I'm hoping I can get medicated and everything smooths out for me cuz school is rocky right now. I'm a babbler for sure. My bad. Haha hmm tomorrow I wanna go get an ice cream. Yum yum! Who doesn't like ice cream? It's like pizza! There are so many different flavors and toppings that you can always find something you like. Therefore NO ONE dislikes pizza or ice cream. I'm so sorry! Lol I'm babbling again! I promise I'm not this boring! I'm just super tired! But back to the topic of school. I think I'm gonna fail. I can't do this! I really can't. I have to do this term paper and it's not working out for me at all and finals are right around the corner. This sucks so bad! Ugh! I'll just see how it plays out I guess. I hope it's not so bad I have to pay financial aid their money back. I'm so worried about that or getting kicked out of school. Ugh damn, I can't afford that! I can't afford anything which is why I need school so that I can make more money after graduating and getting a job. I need money so bad. Sometimes it gets so bad I can't afford to eat. So yeah I need school. So unhealthy cuz I have no choice but to live off of Ramen noodles and Mac n cheese. Gross. I can't wait to see my mom. Maybe she can help me a little. I know the good bank isn't going to give me anything until the 4th of May. I've babbled to much. Going from one topic to another. It's my ADHD!!!!

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